Day 41

It was about a week later in the States that Teresa and I finally consummated our marriage, several long and rather eventful months after our wedding.

I should have known that I loved her too much not to forgive her. She had reluctantly agreed to meet for dinner and at first the old stiff Teresa had reared her ugly head once again. That cold Teresa who was constantly in denial and groping around for excuses not to ever be happy. I guess it was a deep sort of unconscious protection from getting emotionally hurt. I'm really know because I’m no shrink.

Even now I’m still fighting hard to get that part of Teresa out of her. But one thing is for sure, I’m winning that battle this time round. If I did not know her as well as I do, I would not have believed that she loves me as deeply as I love her.

Fortunately that night at dinner Teresa did loosen up a little. She started laughing again and the chemistry got flowing once again. We ended up rushing to a nearby Motel where the most beautiful thing that can happen between a man and a woman happened. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not talking about those cheap thrills people refer to as making love.

It was indescribable. No words in any language on earth can describe what it was like when Teresa and I finally came together on that bed in the Motel room.

It wasn’t sex, the filthy, disgusting, animal thing that is so popular on the net. And not the pornographic thing either that would make a movie scene to titillate people and mislead them as always sex in our day or age is made to do.

Not the thing you feel to do to an attractive woman with great legs and a great body. Not that obscene and physical thing that is no different from animals relieving themselves of sexual tensions. The scientists call it copulation. Very mechanical, and lacking any passion.

No. It was a union of two hearts in the spiritual realm joined together by a caring that went beyond looks or our bodies. Crying out to each other for something only the other and no other person on this planet or the entire universe could give.

We kissed gently, deeply and endlessly. We looked into each other’s eyes and saw the deep longing we had for each other. Then we gave ourselves entirely to each other with total abandon crying out each other’s names carelessly and at at the least excuse.

Joined totally like one person so that when we both reached what they call the climax, there was a satisfaction, a reaching of a goal together, an indescribable joy. Not the empty feeling of release I had been used to all my life.

That was thge very first day I had sex like the creator must have intended it to be.

I still wonder how many people out there have ever experienced what I am trying to describe here. How many people have allowed their relationship to grow free of lust and sex. I was lucky it had all happened to me totally be accident.

I do not want to sound strange but I really do pity folks out there.

As of this moment we still do not know if charges will be brought up against the most important person in my life. But Teresa is helping to get her former lover Kevin convicted and we are hopeful that all charges will be dropped when he finally goes to jail for a long, long time.

But whatever happens, nothing changes because we now have each other.

Of all people I have to thank, for this wonderful turn of events in my life. It is strange that Kevin has to rank highest on the list. By insisting on the no-sex clause, he changed my life.

That is really the shattering climax of this story. Not Kevin’s trial or what will happen to Teresa afterwards.

THE END
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