Friday, November 25, 2005

I forgot to mention details in previous post...

I forgot to mention in my previous post that to get details on how to send a tip/donation to this writer, read the Day 41. This writer is also accepting job offers only from those offering good Financial Jobs with all the perks but where very little (if any) real work is required.

For Those Who Have Read The Novel And Would Like To Listen To This Writer Saying Nothing Of Significance

This week I start a new series to keep you posted on issues related to subjects covered in this blog novel and related to the excellent blog novel itself.

Did I tell you the story about how an old flame “googled me” and found me through this blog after almost 20 years? Looks like this blog is as good as Pet ID Tags where I’m concerned. Let’s hope the poor guys I still owe money don’t find me in this way. At least not now, I’ve still not made my fortune from blog novels yet. Come on you wonderful, thoughtful readers out there, where are those generous donations? You can even send $1 with a note like “I don’t think you’re worth even this, but it’s not viable to send 05cts via Paypal.” Lol.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Day 41

It was about a week later in the States that Teresa and I finally consummated our marriage, several long and rather eventful months after our wedding.

I should have known that I loved her too much not to forgive her. She had reluctantly agreed to meet for dinner and at first the old stiff Teresa had reared her ugly head once again. That cold Teresa who was constantly in denial and groping around for excuses not to ever be happy. I guess it was a deep sort of unconscious protection from getting emotionally hurt. I'm really know because I’m no shrink.

Even now I’m still fighting hard to get that part of Teresa out of her. But one thing is for sure, I’m winning that battle this time round. If I did not know her as well as I do, I would not have believed that she loves me as deeply as I love her.

Fortunately that night at dinner Teresa did loosen up a little. She started laughing again and the chemistry got flowing once again. We ended up rushing to a nearby Motel where the most beautiful thing that can happen between a man and a woman happened. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not talking about those cheap thrills people refer to as making love.

It was indescribable. No words in any language on earth can describe what it was like when Teresa and I finally came together on that bed in the Motel room.

It wasn’t sex, the filthy, disgusting, animal thing that is so popular on the net. And not the pornographic thing either that would make a movie scene to titillate people and mislead them as always sex in our day or age is made to do.

Not the thing you feel to do to an attractive woman with great legs and a great body. Not that obscene and physical thing that is no different from animals relieving themselves of sexual tensions. The scientists call it copulation. Very mechanical, and lacking any passion.

No. It was a union of two hearts in the spiritual realm joined together by a caring that went beyond looks or our bodies. Crying out to each other for something only the other and no other person on this planet or the entire universe could give.

We kissed gently, deeply and endlessly. We looked into each other’s eyes and saw the deep longing we had for each other. Then we gave ourselves entirely to each other with total abandon crying out each other’s names carelessly and at at the least excuse.

Joined totally like one person so that when we both reached what they call the climax, there was a satisfaction, a reaching of a goal together, an indescribable joy. Not the empty feeling of release I had been used to all my life.

That was thge very first day I had sex like the creator must have intended it to be.

I still wonder how many people out there have ever experienced what I am trying to describe here. How many people have allowed their relationship to grow free of lust and sex. I was lucky it had all happened to me totally be accident.

I do not want to sound strange but I really do pity folks out there.

As of this moment we still do not know if charges will be brought up against the most important person in my life. But Teresa is helping to get her former lover Kevin convicted and we are hopeful that all charges will be dropped when he finally goes to jail for a long, long time.

But whatever happens, nothing changes because we now have each other.

Of all people I have to thank, for this wonderful turn of events in my life. It is strange that Kevin has to rank highest on the list. By insisting on the no-sex clause, he changed my life.

That is really the shattering climax of this story. Not Kevin’s trial or what will happen to Teresa afterwards.

THE END
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Day 40

Teresa and I wrote statements with the Kenyan police for hours on end explaining everything we knew in great detail.

At the end of it all I was totally drained and exhausted. Exhausted but happy. I was happy because at long last the whole mystery was solved and virtually everything could be explained. Teresa’s statement filled in the pieces of the remaining jigsaw puzzle of my strange adventure in Africa.

Teresa who had been picked up by the police after they had initially briefly questioned me, was reluctant at first to divulge any information. However the Kenyan authorities made it clear that this was a very serious matter and there was a high possibility that we would face charges for murder and attempted murder with Kevin, if everything was not explained clearly.

That got Teresa talking and later she put everything down in her statement.

There was so much. Basically so many surprises and some stuff that hurt me deeply. Maybe I should start at the beginning.

That night in LA Teresa had told me a lie.

She had convinced me that she was dying from some disease that had no cure. Some cancer or tumor in the brain. She said she needed somebody to accompany her to Africa where she planned to die after having the last holiday of her life. This somebody would marry her for the last few months of her life but stood to inherit nothing and would have to sign a detailed contract to that effect. She was going to pay for it of course and I would receive a small initial payment on signing the contract.

I had believed everything that she had told me and I had even felt great pity for her, knowing that she was dying.

In our “marriage contract” there was to be no sex for the duration of the contract. There were many reasons for this including the fact that she wanted a companion and not a real husband for her last trip to Africa. But she had another health reason, or so she lied. She talked about her brain condition not allowing her to have sex. She would go through some epileptic fits every time she tried to have sex.

She had me there. I probably believed it and swallowed it hook line and sinker because I felt it was too strange to be a lie. But a lie it was.

The reason she lied, was to please Kevin, her lover. Kevin did not want to risk having his mistress and partner in crime making love to somebody else and had insisted on the clause in the contract.

What he did not know was that the no-sex-clause was the most dangerous part of the whole contract as far as he was concerned because it allowed my relationship with Teresa to blossom. How strange this life.

Teresa admitted to the Kenyan police that her real motive was to inherit cash from her late husband’s estate and she told them about the strange will her husband had left.

It hurt me deeply that what she could not bring herself to tell me, she ended up pouring out to the police. She explained how Kevin had threatened her and forced her not to tell me the whole truth.

Teresa was really horrified and I think also struck with guilt when Kevin, also brought in for questioning revealed that there had been no intention to pay me the balance of the cash, I was to be murdered immediately after collecting the first installment. Some local thugs had been hired for the purpose.

Although Kevin had committed various crimes in Africa, he was to be repatriated back to the States to face various charges, including fraud, based on Teresa’s statement.

We were not really sure whether Teresa would be charged as well and we all flew back to the States on the same flight accompanied by some federal agents.

In a way I was glad that it was all over. I loved Teresa but I did not know if I had it in me to ever forgive her.

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